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Name: Ricky
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Austin
Birthday: 12/5/1983
Gender: Male

Interests: watching anime, playing ps2 and gamecube, watching movies, sharing hugs and deep thoughts, going to youth group, biking and trying to be skinny, making fun of the Slim Fast Boy and um reading stuff.
Expertise: Bible Friends Advisor/Listener(still learning) Computers Video games Go karts
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other

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Member Since: 1/9/2004

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

	idiot = me. i am such a retard. i promised myself i wouldn't overdo it, and i did. I FLIPPIN broke a promise to myself. such an idiot. sorry had to vent. ihs
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

	no one reads this but i figure this would inform ppl of supposedly interesting stuff that i'm supposd to be ecstatic about. dec 5 = my 23rd bday old fart huh so if you care yeah there it is ihs
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Thursday, November 23, 2006

i can't write long and even if i could i would not be able to condense the thoughts cycloning through my head right now. Where to start and where to end makes no sense, and you add the depression Smallville has been putting me through... (yes Superman depresses me right now hah.) it justall doesn't make sense. In the meantime, the random blurbs will have to suffice.

i have one job now, yes just one.
i love serving our youth ministry and it even brought me to tears Sunday the 19th of Nov.
FFXII rocks!
ps3 rocks!
HDtv's bigger than me rock!
Jake and Josh rock for hanging with me since i couldn't paly wtih the guys in the Turkey Bowl.
Jake loves video games, hard rock music and to talk.
Fry's is not that bad of a job, but retail sucks.
Josh liked my boots.
Being cheap is not that bad, but being stingy sucks.
Everyone loves the Village.
i heart anime.
i come back to austin for my bday!
Thanksgiving was gr8! had a great time with the stolts.
not sure if i'll ever be free but i wont stop trying.
i have way more to be thankful for then i let be known.
Drive in movies rock, esepcially when u watch em with krazy kids.
Never put pickles and the word delicious and tasty on a side of a bathroom.
Never give jake a BIG pickle.
7th graders are really noisy, loud and never stop talking.. but they are fun!
Always have more than 100 dollars in your account.
the Wii wil be good, but never as good as a ps3.
i still wonder what ti's like to have a best friend.
ok i'm done.

happy thanksgiving.
God loves you.

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Unconditional...

Unconditional love: affection with no limits or conditions

i despise this phrase. Believers use this phrase with a loose tongue and it hinders and makes me shiver.

Today i heard a family outside my apartment screaming at each other in their flat.. aka apartment. The lady was literally screaming at the man inside of the flat, and i could hear every word of it. It frightened and angered me. It brought back deep memories of the way men treated my mom growing up and my ex step mom and dad fights and my past in general. I did not know what to do if the next word i would of heard would of been stop, help, leave me alone, or anything along the lines of such. What does this got to do with God's love... everything and yet nothing.

God's love is powerful, is great and is wondrous. Heck, He IS love.
But as i think about what I've learned and studied growing up, i have tons of thoughts to research and will leave these thoughts with you till i can get a better grasp biblically of what i believe.

God hated the Pharisees
He despises evil
God can HATE.
If he can hate, can he hate something he loves?
Does God love includes passing judgment on those he sends to hell?
Does God love those He judges who will never see his face again?
God tells us not to hate, because we are fallen and our hate would be wrong. But he is holy and can hate evil.. even evildoers.
IF God's love is unconditional, without no limits or conditions, but in order to meet with him we need to ask for forgivness and his grace, and be able to meet with him... that's a condition.
To further it, if God = love, and we cannot go to God without forgiveness, can we get to love?

To many things point to that God's love, real love, is meant for those that are his children. he loved us enough to create us all, but does he love us enough for those that don't follow him to curse them forever?

it's all i got for now, a work in progress.

IHS

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Monday, October 09, 2006

	Thought for the day... "Ultimately, men of all ages face the same challenge-- asking for help and being honest about emotions and struggles. For most young men, its a major victory to come to the point of asking for help. Have you done that yet?" Hmmm...
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